Sleepless nights always end up lasting for the longest time. The worries of tomorrow, or the experiences of today- these are the thoughts that keep you up late at night.. well for me at least.
There hasn't been a time within the last month where I had fallen asleep before 12AM. Look at me now; I am up at 2AM in the morning writing a blog post.
But why?
Why do I do this to myself with the sleepless nights?
That is because I can't help it. You are more than welcome to agree with me those who has similar situations. I don't know if it is insomnia, or whatever medical term people want to call it. I just can't sleep at night, and it affects me during the day.
Let me tell you about myself on most days. I am a very worried and paranoid person. If something is wrong, or doesn't go as expected, you will see me trying to calm myself from anxiety.
I have been getting anxiety for the past couple of months. I have never had anxiety before in my life. I don't know what has changed in my life for me to receive these moments. But I do know that my sleeping patterns and my anxiety have been clashing among each other.
Here's to another sleepless night.